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I just watched the news on tv and saw the Twins- Ah Jiao's news about she being flimed changing her clothes in a dressing room. I feel so sad for her. Seeing her cry all that, I can somehow feel how sad and upset she is. So poor thing. I guess the Magazine reporters got to know the limts they can go out to. Is just too much. I hope the reporter or the boss of the magazine will get their punishment by the law. I can well understand they want to get more private news of the artistes but there's always other ways. Ok this is just my own view, maybe the reporters got their own troubles too. whatever..

Met up with the 38 com on Saturday night, although is just a short meeting cuz I can only make it after my work. but is still so nice meeting them!!! It seems we just ddint meet for a few days!! haha as usual, stupid jokes and laughter whereever we go. And vien's crave for pastamania ever since we sat down at ichbian sushi. haha her stomach must have some worms la, wont get any fatter no matter how much she ate. haha and her short short hair and her dont-know-how-to-put-on-hair-band to cover her short fringe. aha. So miss them all.!!!!! More talks on hsien and jackie's future and stupid calls which caused me to be hit by violent vien. haha

So fun so nice. And lately received emails from all my dear co-operators!!!! hahaha thanks to yitshan initative!!! hahahah miss all my friends man.... ahahhahaha

My secret plan finally started for a couple of days le. So happy about it!! (:

Time really flies!! Is already end of August and soon it will be September and October and then November and then December!!! Gosh. I'm feeling old already. haha Although I'm working for my parents most of the time, but I still hope I wont lost contact or lost touch with all my dearie friends. So talking online and updating the blog will be the most direct way. BUt of course whenever there's a chance, I will go out with all my friends. I so miss them all. And I miss Jiefang and Jean who's both away at the other part of the globe.

I just watched a DVD movie with my brother today named "Inside men". Is not a bad movie and is really quite thrilling, not because it involves a lot of action scenes, but the way the robber and the cop deal with the situation. Just like what the words printed on the cover, "is not just a bank robbery, dont judge a crime by its cover." Cool~

Looking forward to the 38 com dinner tml. Sweet~

I think I'm really so free that I can finish watching a drama series in like a week?!?! haha. I guess by the time I start school, I can write a whole list of shows that I watched and write some comments about all of it, haha and then I can publish a book on some views on the show. haha

I finally talked to Jiefang on the net this afternoon!! haha She's so far away at Canada and it always amazed me wherever my friends are in Canada or Australia or where, we can still contact and "talk" and chat on MSN. Although I have known of the fact that the technology is really so advanced that there's nothing impossible we can do even if we are miles apart from all the GP essays that Miss Wong taught us, it still amazed me. I guess maybe I miss my friends too much, and knowing they are only near us or whether they are far away in another country is just different.

I just want to tell Jiefang: Please take good care of yourself, esp you are now in a country whereby we cant send you medicine or just bring you some healthy food or whatever, but all we can do is to send you our best wishes and warmest regards. Life definitely be tough when you are in a new environment, esp in a new country where we never been living there before, but well, life is just all about adapting. Remember we use almost a year to adapt ourselves to the school and the class in J1? And even though the time we use are a little longer, we do enjoy ourselves in J2! and that's the most important thing, and that's why we are so close now. Feel free to email us at whatever time, I definitely reply you asap, though my replies may not help to sovle your problems, but I do hope it helps to let you feel much better. Love you Jiefang. Miss you!! (:

I think I will just cry if any of my friends sing me 你最勇敢. It just touches my heart and that's all what I need now or in this low period of my life.

Life is so dull and without life. maybe under the comparison of all my dearies in Uni. Come on dears, update your blogs on your sch life!! Give me some entertainment!! haha

Ok, I'm looking forward to finally the gathering with my dearest 38 com and the zoo trip as Jiesung proposed after her exams!!

Whoohoo~! Life is this dull when you have nothing to look forward to and there's nothing for you to do and complete and when there's JUST nothing.

I cant believe I'm feeling old at this moment of my life, when I only have 19 years of my life. GOSH.. but seriously, I'm feel kinda old. like no longer able to go back to those simple and happy days. How I miss those days.

Friends are all busy with uni, and I feel really ashamed for still being a slacker here and there.
Something interesting need to happen, or I need to make it happen.....

Twins songs are nice!!! I prefer the slow ones.. (: and some really describe the situation I'm in now.

Bow-wow-wow..... the urge to move to spore and start sch and start a whole new life is becoming stronger and stronger...

I need to be more strong I guess, I guess I'm too pessimestic... blah i dont know how to spell it.
I always think so negatively and so sad and I love listen to sad songs and I love to cry alone. Gosh..

I'm looking forward to Thursday, as it may change me life then. But is gonna take a long period of time. I dont know if I can perserve through this period but I will try my best.

I keep on thinking of the type of life that I may get when I get into uni and stay in Singapore. I hope it will be fun.... The frequent meet-ups with friends just excities me and of cuz studying...

Sometimes I just wonder how can one be so lucky to have things that everyone hopes to have. And she doesnt need to work esp hard or perserve real hard or gone through alot of things to get all these. It just seems so easy and natural for them. How jealous am I. Life is just good for them and bad for me.

Sometimes I just missed the days listening to FM 933 and doing homework at the same time. And Jackie and I will sms in to 933 to see if our sms will be read out.
Sometimes I just missed the sch-ing days whereby everyday though packed with lessons but just so happily as long as friends are with you and everything seems so simple and easy.
Sometimes simple and funny talks with friends just bring a smile to me.
Sometimes I feel like crying when I think of Vivien, whom I have not meet up for a damn few months, 'cause I just miss her too much.
Sometimes I just feel so lonely when I think of Jean, though we do chat online but she's still faraway in Melbourne but the thought that she's enjoying herself there makes me happy again.
Sometimes I just feel like joining my friends overseas.
Sometimes I just dislike myself for landing myself in the current situation.
Sometimes I just hate myself for being such a coward and no determination.

Sometimes.

Tracy once told me when I met up with a situation concerning with my dad, " Haven you try rebelling against your parents?" Yea, til now, not that I remb of. Maybe I'm too guai. Not that I'm encouraging others to do so, but sometimes I just want to be on my own and try things out. They may be angry, but I hope they do understand too. well, I'm not doing some bad stuffs right?

After meeting up the class at fish-&-co, and after I saw jiefang's new exilim camera, I just got so attached to the camera, and she only bought it for 500 bucks! Which is consider cheap for a good and nice camera.

I am so going to get it!!! I hope my family allows. well just treat it as my Birthday gift!!! hehee I'm always so excited by these high-techs and nice stuffs!!!!

And I'm going to start my secret 3 months plan.... this is the official plan...

BUT I STILL WANT TO START SCH now.... like what ping said, I'm craving to study. And I'm looking forward to me renting a room in spore, which makes meeting up with friends and studying so much easier!!!! Gosh... so great........................

I guess I will have to start writing from a few days ago...

Class-farewell-gathering-at-fish-&-co ( Thursday 3rd of Aug)

Surprise for Jiefang at fish & co makes her really shocked and emmm happy I guess. haha And Josephine and Mr Peh came along later on which thanks to him citibank card, we got a free drink for every main course ordered. That's the good thing of letting an adult coming with us, haha but another good thing is though he's AN adult, he dont Seem to be. I'm not implying anything negative here, just trying to say that's he's friendly to his students. Further talks and gossips between groups of us, some talking about uni orientation, and some talking about gossips right in front of the person itself and talking crap to the waiter whom seems to be highly entertained by us. Haha. Further talks from Jo which talk about the always-in-topic girl who was once in our class and all her gossips and rumours. Blah blah.. just keep talking.

And the amazing thing is we sat down at Fish & Co, from only a few tables occupied at 6 plus all the way to the peak dinner hours and til most of the customers left before we happily left our seats. haha Jiefang went on a photo-taking spree with everyone AND I really love her camera. Gonna grab it someday man... More photos taking at the ENtrance of Fish & Co... so ppl out there with cameras on that day, please please send it to the class, please pity those who dont have good cameras like you all.... (: hahaha

Rapture at Esplanade ( Friday 4th Aug)

Went for rapture and to our surprise, our seats are so far behind and which can only let us recognize Jackie's and WanTing's face.... It was not a very bad nor a very good concert, Alumni ones are better or maybe is just biased.. but WHO CARES????? It ended at 10 plus and we bought really big and nice flowers for Jackie and WanTing, whereby Jackie is so damn happy and proud that he's the only male alumni dancer with BIG flowers. haha and Jackie, REALLY THANKS FOR DRAGGING ME TO DINNER AFTER RAPTURE, though the food are nice, BUT I NEARLY BREAK MY LEGS WHEN I WENT HOME, LUCKY TO CATCH THE LAST BUS BACK TO MSIA AND RUNNING AROUND WITH HEELS, AND REACHING HOME AT ONE PLUS MIDNIGHT. You own me once, Jackie.. no no, not once, FOrever........ haha

Oh when me and huangping went down to JE to buy flowers, the hongkong lady boss keep saying that Huangping looks like Michelle Chia, and adding on by saying to her " dont worry, you are more leng (beautiful) than her". While she's decorating up the flowers, she went to tell the opposite stalls and customers and told them " see she looks like Michelle chia.. so leng!" hahaa poor huangping, she can only blush.....

Sending dearie Jiefang off at Changi Airport. (8th and 9th of Aug)

A bunch of us met up at Changi Airport to gather first since Jiefang's flight was really an early one and we dont wish to risk missing the time to send her off. Mr peh came along as well which to me is really a surprise 'cause he can just sleep his day off or just go play majong.. haha I guess fang is touched too.

LOTS and lots of talks and jokes of the day and imitation of poor huangping-tone-of-talking and stories of feeble's orientation and all the stories on different kinds of teachers present in Spore. Photo-takings are of cause not neglected every now and then. Anyway, me and huangping also have a stressful short period of time preparing Jiefang's present. BUt We just hope she loves it.

The night seems shorter with all the buddies around. It has been a long time since most of us gather and talk like there's no tomorrow. It really feels great. and the night becomes better when the main lead Jiefang and mengsy and jarryl arrives to join our chilling session. but the only flaw is either is Mr peh chose the wrong time to take a nap or Jiefang chose the wrong time to arrive. haha.

Indian pokers and racist jokes which dont seem to wake most of us up, but instead personal talks and huggings with Jiefang helps more. While I gave the masks to Jiefang, and we hugged and talked a little. Though we only spend a few mins talking, but it just brings back all the moments she shared with me, the moments whereby I feel totally lost and disappointed, the moments she's lost, and a lot of things.... I'm really regretting to keep postpone-ing the meet-ups with jiefang and yitshan, as I know fang has a lot things to tell me. But fang, dont worry, email or msn is always an alternative way. I know you got alot of things to tell me, and sometimes telling me online is not a bad alternative right?

Back to the topic, my eyes started to fill with tears and I can see fang's eyes too. But she take it down and continue to be alright. All of us are sad and happy at the same time, and fang is really a strong girl I can say. Last farewells at the entrance when checking in just brings everything to the sad sad sad atmosphere. But I want to be happy to send her off. 'Cause I want her to be happy, like what Tracy said, we should feel happy for her, she's going for her dream!!! (:

And well, we'll be going to meet her next year MAy right? haha so JIEFANG, We will miss you and you TAke care there too!!! Be strong and when you think of us, look at the ultra big class photo we got it for you!!!! (:

ok it seems like my sentences are not in very good order or something cause I DIdnt sleep when i reach home today cause I went to work for my parents and I think it has been a day plus that I haven sleep, of cuz excluding the naps I took on the bus home and some dozing off at work. ZZZzz