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Urggh.. I guess I have been watching too many love-story drama series, esp. Taiwan dramas. haha and it make me feel like falling in love! haha gosh what am I thinking? haha but yes maybe because I dont know how it feels that's why maybe I wanna have a taste of it?! haha that sounds so ridiculous! But I dont wanna just waste my first love. hehe okie I'm thinking too much here.

Everyone is now busy with work. I can sense their busy-ness. haha well maybe I got to settle down soon?! haha tomorrow going out with vivien and jackie to dye my hair and their hair. Hopefully I can get it done. and Friday is going to be here soon! CLASS CHALET! haha.

Well, life really passes quite slowly when there's no school, no homework, no stress, nothing to worry about. yes I truly love this lifestyle! and it sets me to think alot. Think about eveerything, anything under the sun. Haha yes maybe all these lets me become more emotional these days. haha.

Actually, I do mind what other people think of me. But as I grow up, I found out that is not up to my control what other people think. So I slowly learn how to let go. But still, there's still a limit which I still mind. Am I a fake person? Am I a good friend? Do I look unfriendly to other people? Actually these are only some of the questions in my mind that have been running up and down in my mind since long ago. Just that I dont and cant bring myself to go around asking everyone, " What do you think of me?", and of cause some of them in order not to upset you will tend to say all the positive comments. And that's not I want to know. Hai I'm werid am I. Well that's life.

miss my class. miss my friends. miss everyone! :)

Today is my rest day at home! 'Cause have been going out for the past 2 days to my favourite hang-out place -- Kbox! haha. and also watched movie with vivien, amy, kok hsien and Jackie. haha it have been time since I had so much fun. yes shall continue to go out more often with them before I officially work for my parents and before kokhsien and jackie enter the army. haha well maybe I will be entering my army soon. I dont know yet. I will update the date when I am going into the army. haha Hopefully they forget clear about me. hehee.

Tomorrow going out with Jiesung dearie and Sweet Fiona. haha going to watch a free movie and dinner. Guess it will be real fun. I am looking forward to it.

Anyway, lot of my friends have already started to work. It sets me thinking whether i should work for my parents too. 'cause i bet they definitely wont allow me to work outside. haha so yea if I got to work, that's for my parents. haha and I'm going to learn driving soon. Maybe when Jean comes back.

I'm going to change my life.. but the problem is .. no no the problems are "change to what? how to change? can i change?" yesh!! I have to admit that my determination is not as strong as I wish to be. But this time I hope my determination can stay, cause no more school work bugging me and giving me an opportunity to use it as an excuse to stop all those that I had determined to do. So this will be a new starting point! I shall not say what I am going to do basically I have said it too many times that me myself are already sick of it. haha So maybe will say it a few weeks or months later! haha.

I want to dye or highlight my hair!! I want to look different from my going-to-school look!! Or else I wont feel like I had already graduate from a junior college! haha yesh. Going to do so these one day. :)