Everything you need/need not to know
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I have got so much emotions now.
Jasline just talked to me about her troubles on her up-coming uni life. She said she really feel damn lousy when everyone said she's so lucky to get into NUS FASS but is not as good as everyone thought to be. 'Cause she got rejected by the NUS overseas exchange programme and now she's worried about her qualifying english test which determines whether she can study psychology or not. Studying psychology is the dream course for her. And she will be lost if she cant get in.
And I actually can feel her stress. It's actually the same. just that in her situation she can get into uni wheras I cant. And the stress she's getting is from everyone who thinks that getting into uni is good enough but actually, if you think again, studying what you really want is the main point. There's really no point if you cant study what you want.
But again, like what huangping said, sometimes we always tend not to do the jobs that we want but end up in another job. Life is just so amazing. Yea, life is just all about not getting what you want, but everything happens for a reason!! So in my own view, I think putting in your best in whatever you do, and overcome each up-coming obstacle is the only way.
Like me, though I cant start studying now, I can always do other things in this coming one year. I think time will really fly fast. haha Although I still have the urge to study now, the enthuasiam is still there and the hope of being accepted by NTU is still there though only like 2% chances, I still believe life is full of hopes. And I hope getting through all these makes me a better person.
Friends out there, dont feel despair or upset. Life is just amazing, is just full of ups and downs. Cherish what you got now and dont regret when you lose them.
Below are some pictures hopefully can cheer you all up.. hehee I sacrifice my own image...
(sorry for my messy hair, I just washed it and style it so it will be alittle fake)
Jasline just talked to me about her troubles on her up-coming uni life. She said she really feel damn lousy when everyone said she's so lucky to get into NUS FASS but is not as good as everyone thought to be. 'Cause she got rejected by the NUS overseas exchange programme and now she's worried about her qualifying english test which determines whether she can study psychology or not. Studying psychology is the dream course for her. And she will be lost if she cant get in.
And I actually can feel her stress. It's actually the same. just that in her situation she can get into uni wheras I cant. And the stress she's getting is from everyone who thinks that getting into uni is good enough but actually, if you think again, studying what you really want is the main point. There's really no point if you cant study what you want.
But again, like what huangping said, sometimes we always tend not to do the jobs that we want but end up in another job. Life is just so amazing. Yea, life is just all about not getting what you want, but everything happens for a reason!! So in my own view, I think putting in your best in whatever you do, and overcome each up-coming obstacle is the only way.
Like me, though I cant start studying now, I can always do other things in this coming one year. I think time will really fly fast. haha Although I still have the urge to study now, the enthuasiam is still there and the hope of being accepted by NTU is still there though only like 2% chances, I still believe life is full of hopes. And I hope getting through all these makes me a better person.
Friends out there, dont feel despair or upset. Life is just amazing, is just full of ups and downs. Cherish what you got now and dont regret when you lose them.
Below are some pictures hopefully can cheer you all up.. hehee I sacrifice my own image...
(sorry for my messy hair, I just washed it and style it so it will be alittle fake)
You may be feeling angry now or at times...
or you may feel sad and troubled at times or now..(this pic is real ugly man gosh)
But eventually, you will be real happy again, Trust me!!!!! (: (: