Thursday, June 22, 2006
Feel so like talking to someone. But no one's online. Guess they are busy or sleeping or watching World cup bah.Think through quite alot today. About what should and can do during the one year while waiting for admission to SIM. That's of course if I cant get into NTU, which I seriously and honeslty think is very likely.
Thought of getting a job at SIA becomme a air stewardess, but I'm too fat. So need to go slim down first. Thought of working at Mediacorp, but I haven apply yet and I'm not sure if my parents allow.
Maybe I will go serve my national service during the period. Let it done and over with it. Hopefully I will still be in one good piece when I come back.
But I still feel bad of lagging everyone by a year. It just seems like I'm slow... Well maybe I am still thinking very traditionally. How I hope I can study with my friends.. But Life is just like that.
Maybe my life is just filled with downs. All that's my life.









