Designer: manikka
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Family stress. Everything come upon me after the rejection of all the spore unis.
Though they didnt say anything straight, I can feel that they are starting to blame me for my poor results at A levels. They dont understand my situation.

I'm sick today. But they dont care. They continue to bombard me with questions and what I want to do and throw me all sort of questions which I dont even have the energy to think and answer and they simply just blame me for everything, for all the trouble I come out with.

Leaving. The thought dashed my mind.

Studying and Working partime. Dashed my mind too.

Everything's in the mess.

It seems like everyone is leaving me. leaving me to fend for myself.

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Know what? I want a wonderful life. Actually I have always wish to have a very smooth life. Finish Uni, Find a boyfriend, enter a job that I want, enjoy my job, finish my dreams, go travelling with friends, settle down when is time....

But life is not as smooth as I want to. It seems like I no longer could attain all those mentioned. Maybe my life will end the next day, the next moment. Or maybe I will end up as a loner whom no one will ever care. Just a meaningless being in the world.

I cant sense my presence. It seeems I need a pair of glasses.. a pair that will guide me to the right path..