Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Urggh.. I guess I have been watching too many love-story drama series, esp. Taiwan dramas. haha and it make me feel like falling in love! haha gosh what am I thinking? haha but yes maybe because I dont know how it feels that's why maybe I wanna have a taste of it?! haha that sounds so ridiculous! But I dont wanna just waste my first love. hehe okie I'm thinking too much here.Everyone is now busy with work. I can sense their busy-ness. haha well maybe I got to settle down soon?! haha tomorrow going out with vivien and jackie to dye my hair and their hair. Hopefully I can get it done. and Friday is going to be here soon! CLASS CHALET! haha.
Well, life really passes quite slowly when there's no school, no homework, no stress, nothing to worry about. yes I truly love this lifestyle! and it sets me to think alot. Think about eveerything, anything under the sun. Haha yes maybe all these lets me become more emotional these days. haha.
Actually, I do mind what other people think of me. But as I grow up, I found out that is not up to my control what other people think. So I slowly learn how to let go. But still, there's still a limit which I still mind. Am I a fake person? Am I a good friend? Do I look unfriendly to other people? Actually these are only some of the questions in my mind that have been running up and down in my mind since long ago. Just that I dont and cant bring myself to go around asking everyone, " What do you think of me?", and of cause some of them in order not to upset you will tend to say all the positive comments. And that's not I want to know. Hai I'm werid am I. Well that's life.
miss my class. miss my friends. miss everyone! :)









